why?

Posted on | August 29, 2006 | Comments Off

ever hear the word “duality”?it is crazy word an ugly word as beautiful as the caress of your mistress as passionate as fire as cold as ice as mad as the world;it is a fucking nonsense that governs all things in this crazy sane coldly mad world of ours…
we are here because we needed to be here and because we needed to be here we are the unneeded and this mixture of the neededness and the unneededness is what we call life;perhaps it is perhaps it is not but it also is needed in its own crazy mad passionate zingoistic egotistic way and sometimes being needed is as good as being as being loved as good as being kissed by your girlfriend as bad as getting killed or as nice being ditched or so sweet as being dead..
and still we are here in this unequal world of ours’ where equity is born from inequity raises equity and pain and passion and desire and lust and masquerades as love and morphs into hate and becomes blind and makes us see…this is a crazy loveless world we live in and yet love is necessary and the reason we are here(aren’t we?) or is that a contradiction that being loved is our reason to be here or we are here because we are loved or because we want to be loved it is a circle like dog chasing its tail and we are running…
this a sane worldwe live in chasing our dreams and laying the seeds of our own defeats in our victories so that our most famous one is eventually its collapse and so we build castles of air on the air and go on and on adding ramparts and fences and highwires till the house falls and we are crushed under the rubble and again we rise and build pedestals to place people we like on them and then we take pickaxes and hit at their bases and watch the pedestals crumble so that we watch the people we love fall so we can hate the people we love so to hate them we love them or is this really love which has become so passionate that it becomes the bearer of hate and must destroy itself to consummate its union with its own and go on to annihate both the lover and the beloved so that deception masquerades as love and love really and truly goes to the pyre or grave wherever it will go eternally disguised as hate or lust or desire or friendship or passion or whatever form it will take?

why;oh why,must we destroy our greatest creations to find them?to win to lose?why does hate have to be the inseperable mistress oflove?

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