the last poem

every night,i make myself a promise, that this is the last poem i am writing for her, and every night, i break my promise.and write, another last poem, failed monument to postriety, which she will never read….. why do i write these last poems, which never really are the last? or is THIS the last [...]

another sad poem

i will write another sad poem- tonight,i will again think of her, prometheus’ curse placed upon my heart, she(i?) eats it out everynight, only to grow back in the day.. another cycle-a blessing? because,tonight,i will remember again, those hours of bright sunshine, intensified yet,by her bright smile, will remember again,that laugh, the way the wind [...]

idle musings

time was sand, and it slipped through my fingers, and as quickly the night slips away.. as lost in time i float along, on waves of negative certainty, waiting for you, certain that you will not come, sometimes i remember, other times i remember even more… what was the myth of hope that i propagated, [...]

why?

what does it matter, that you are not here, and it is raining and i am all alone? why does it bother me that i lost you, when i had never won you? after so many months and years of dreaming of you at nights, what does it matter that sleep should not arrive? why [...]

neutral spaces

Tonight is a new night, And you and I are strangers again, Lets get used to this feeling… Lets start talking again, In neutral spaces, A verbal no-man’s-land, Lets put our feelings there, safely out of the way.. Let them not bother us again, For we are finally free, Of each other, and of our [...]