eternity

let us change today..
build a new conscious,
levels of perception,merging into newer worlds,
lets hear with our eyes,
and see with our ears..
i will create a dream;today-
i will start a dream,
a scene painted in the colours of music,
of buffetting strains storming the eyes,
and trembling colours etched on sound waves;
of the tinkle of [...]

probability of survival

i have a dream,
of life,
and not just survival,
beyond grovelling,pitiful existence,
i want to LIVE,
and not just have a living,
perhaps,someday,my dream will come true,
and so i fight,
everyday,every moment,
struggling against time,
each failure,not independent,
killing hope for the next..
spurious contagion of randomised probabilities,
again and again,
i play the same game,
because i have a dream,
of going beyond survival,
i survive.
a random event in [...]

rambling bullshit…

these days i get tired of life at a sort of,indecent, pace.somethings never apparently change,and yet they change far more profoundly in subtle manners..this is the story of the unhappy prince relived yet again,written by me a long time ago,in another life,discussed with my roomie three nights ago,and being lived out again,all for no apparent [...]

udaasi

waqt ki talaash hoti hai..
hamein,manzilon pe ja ke bhi,
raaston ki talash hoti hai..
ujala rehta hai hamare aas-pass,
par na jaane kyon,
andheron ki talaash hoti hai.
simat jaate hain baanhon se chhitak ke zingdi ke ehsaas,
nahi rehti ab dil me khushiyon ki guzarish,
udaas si khushiyon ke saaye chha jaate hain,
saanso pe lipat-te sehme se dhuein ki tarah,
aur khumaari [...]

Song

PART-I
let us speak of songs tonight,
of screaming music and staggering refrains-
devolution of life detailed on air,
in wafting,whistling,trembling strains-
let the music flood the heart,
let the molten iron course the vein,
the voids be filled with bars of rebellion,
and tonight,let defiance be born again.
but design the words,design the strains,
for music is rebellion,but the words are fire,
let all your [...]

Restart

sleep.
let no more dreams arrive tonight.
let none disturb my peace,
i want to have some education,
bid the world be quiet tonight.
scattered thoughts coalesce,
randomised unions of arbitrary fliers,
parts that make less than one whole,
losing pieces of conscious,
i will collect again,
the tattered remains of pieces lost in translation,
for the worlds have morphed,
and nothing is the same anymore.
and part [...]

depression

i am looking for a depressing movie right now..something that is really depressing,as in,say,a suicide..or a murder,perhaps.but then,they dont move me anymore..they are so mundane..reading about a suicide is so mundane,as say,himesh reshamiya singing..why does crap have to happen so often?sometimes i think life is even less life like than movies…

the second coming

i am a prisoner,
a bird in a gilded cage,
with fragile,damaged wings,
looking wistfully at the open skies,
and fluttering helplessly,
my useless wings,
i stare at future,
bonded by chains to the past,
i,a captive bird,
crave freedom.
escalated commitments,
forgotten promises,
multiple paradoxes in a single lifetime,
i seek an unification,
of my body and your soul?
creeping on the floor of my golden cage,
with a baleful [...]