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happy new year

Posted on | January 1, 2008 | Comments Off

last night was the new year eve’s party…all black…i did not go…hate parties..besides,have nothing black to wear except my xl t-shirt..and after two days of heavy boozing in which i finished one full bottle of white mischief and ate only lunch ordered from dawaat,i had decided that i will not booze anymore..and whats a party without the booze..so..sitting in the room,jabbering on voicechat fo three hours with a sweetly moronic friend of mine about this and that and then some more..mostly she did the talking..i dont talk that much either..random net surfing..and voila!!its 2 44am..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!time to go to sleep..put the fone on silent..it has been ringing but i aint been picking any calls..

morning..someone rings me at 7!!!probably to wish me happy new year…even as the vibration of the phone wakes me up,i throw it on my roomie’s bed and go back to sleep..no calls..not now..
wake up at 11..impossible to sleep anymore..body aching with all the time spent sleeping..brush..shave at last..have a few smokes..remember that this is new year..timt to make a resolution..1.i will not booze anymore..2.i will not smoke after i finish this pack(why waste the 10 smokes i have left?besides,the old man got these dutyfree B&Hs after a fair bit of persuation!!)..3.yeah..thats a tough one..learn from my roomie..i mean get a bit serious about my career this term onwards..
fine.resolutions made.its 12.go back to bed,try to sleep,worrying over some arbit stuff..think of HER a bit..in 5 mins conclude that no point thinking of her..nothing i can do..think of more mundane matters..do some quick calculations on my grades..realise that if i am allowed only the first four terms at the CRP,no point studying..cuz i will never touch 7 even if i get perfect 8s in the next two terms..so..worry a bit about my major..mark or fin..fin pays well..mark i like doing..but last term fin was interesting..maybe..think about it..15mins pondering..fin involves a lot of studying..hard work..settle for mark…throw away the blanket,wake up..getting bored..switch on the computer..check mails..visit blogs of mithun,naween..nothing new…naween is probably sleeping at home..wonder if he is wearing sweaters now..he would be..mom pressure..i also started wearing them at home..too cold..back at xl..no more sweaters.. [:)]
getting bored..dunno what to do..going three floors down to have lunch seems a pain..light another cigarette..wonder why B&H is so highly rated..classic is much better…but doesnt matter..i will be stopping smoking after this pack..meanwhile..do i start teaching myself co-ordinate geometry and matrices today?god help descartes..flip thru the book..its boring..i think i will wait till the term starts..
start writing a blog..no idea what to write..boring day..the first of the new year..as ever..wonder whether i was getting bored more at home or here..at home..bro calls..wants me to call some cousin..i promise will do..like hell i will..no happy new year calls today..at least not to relatives..i am already very bored..
smoke one more..go down for lunch..will come back for some tom’n'jerry..and then go in the evening to bishtupur..find some vodka and packed dinner..ohh..and another few packs of B&H…there go resolutions # 1,2 and 3…so much for promises..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

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