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Posted on | March 30, 2008 | 1 Comment

>>one year of PIA will be over in three days

>>single room will be a big relief

>>i am looking forward to my new room.in more ways than one

>>you cant be the best and be an ass..but you can very well be a PIA

>>i am getting majorly pissed off at petty issues

>>i am pissed off at a lot of people

>>i am wasting my time writing this.i should be studying

>>i hate people trying to tell me what i should do with my life

>>i want to kill people who think i am where i am because of them

>>i want to shred to pieces people who think i depend on them.i depend on NOBODY

>>i want to blow to bits people who get sanctimonious with me

>>i want to kill myself

>>i am looking forward to summers

>>well,not overly

>>i want to write a poem.NOW

>>i can not think enough.am too confused

>>i am very emotional.as naween would say,i am getting “sento”

>>i am looking forward to travelling a lot during summers.i only hope its not in general bogies of indian railways

>>i hate operations research

>>i messed up production bigtime

>>i should not have done so

>>i could not get drunk last wetnite even after having god knows how many drinks

>>chilli vodka is good

>>i like exams

>>i can only work when i have deadlines to meet

>>unsaid,savage thought of the day:our working styles and ways of living lives are different.you refuse to see it,and i saw it the first time we met.so if you went to become the CEO of your company someday,maybe you would not give me an offer to join your company.but maybe if you went to become the CEO of your company someday,i would not like to join your company anyways

>>i dont know what i want from life,but for sure,it is not to be the biggest dick in dickpark

>>i sometimes think i have no ambition

>>i want to be a professional writer

>>i am a novelist trapped inside a poet

>>my poems are high on depiction.i dont write new things.i write old things better

>>i dont know how to get my poems published.i think i want to

>>i dont know if anyone will want to read them

>>i do not like my poetry

>>tasmia and ash write much better poetry

>>toughest question of the week:”have you “got over” it yet?

>>biggest lie of the week:”yes”

>>i think i love my dad

>>i know i will never forgive him

>>i love my family.i just wish they would leave me alone

>>i dont think i have any friends.not in the real sense of the word.they always drift away

>>or maybe i do

>>i do not think i am a good friend.or a good relation

>>or a good lover

>>or a good poet

>>mine is an ordinary life,extraordinarily wasted

>>i am frustrated of me

>>i do not think i should write a weblog.a diary is so much more appropriate

>>oh,i forgot.i deleted proudly irrational today.no farewell,as i think i wrote earlier.quietly into the night

>>i have lost my decisiveness

>>i hate people who disturb me when i am studying

>>i hate people who come to my room when my roomie is sleeping,and ask me..”arey,ye so gaya?”what the fuck guys?cant you see?

>>i hate opening the door of my room for people who never want to see me anyways

>>i can not tolerate idiots

>>i think i am idiot too

>>i can not tolerate people who overly complicate simple things and then ask questions.guys,you ever learnt some of the basic rules of science?

>>i like people who apply some basic intelligence

>>i hate people who are overly loud or overly friendly

>>i like people who leave me alone

>>i am wasting my time writing how big a homophobe i am

>>i desperately want to write a poem now.writing this bullet point shit does not get the steam out in the same way

>>i think i will go and sit quietly somewhere.i need to be alone for half an hour

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One Response to “random”

  1. tasmia
    April 1st, 2008 @ 5:59 pm

    and what about me? long list n am no where…scanned it thrice…

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