melancholy
Posted on | November 30, 2008 | Comments Off
extreme melancholy is taking over,
dull,brown dreams
saturating open eyes
dialated pupils,scared of…
something….
dull,unshining brown
mounds of chocolates,
melting,fusing,sogging in the heat,
disgusting,sickly sweet chocolate,
morphing and blending into coffee,and
exuding brown smoke,
which crystallizes,into…
dried brown blood…
the stink!the stink!!
ergot poisoned elixir of life,
convulsive love,gushing
forth in bursts and spurts
mingled with hatred,dull
throbbing brown,
there is heartache somewhere,
waiting to find me,
in all this brownness,
waiting to create,
gridlines of unbearibility,
tension created out of slack,
i want to break something,
maybe dreams,maybe hearts…
maybe myself…
