yo ho ho and a bottle of rum-I

##warning : some of the words used in this post are best not used in presence of more polite company, ladies, friends, and sometimes your boss. decide whether to read on the basis of your sensibilities. Well, a bottle of vodka normally. But who cares, so long as it has alcohol and tastes good. Besides, [...]

installment child

i have been sad,earlier too, sitting in front of my computer in the ambiguous gloom of the morning i have allowed myself to sink into darkness as the world lifted itself into light, alone,struggling against my thoughts i have lived in dreams,earlier too. mourning a childhood,lost living out of cramped trunks, and wardrobes with sliding [...]

the moon

why is everything dark? am i in a dream of another person? or have you decided- to never come again? i think i am following the moon, and chase it- like a barking dog, only,tormented by repulsive fumes of vodka, i am confused. i think i told you once- that i loved you, beyond here [...]

nostalgia

in the first year,i used to miss morning classes because i would sleep late and wake up late.now i miss evening classes because most nights i cannot sleep at all,and have to attend in the day,mostly afternoons. today was another such morning.at seven in the morning,went to dadu’s and had two slices of chocolate bread [...]

illusions

i nurse my loneliness, preserving it,seeding it,irrigating it, and harvesting my crop of sadness.. i sprinkle it with vodka, inhaling the fragrance of gloom, pervading my life,saturating my senses, allowing me to focus on my loss, which is the only thing i have, desperately clinging to it.. the vodka is a good friend, gives me [...]